What's on your mind?

[Kain Nobel]

I've been so freaking sleepy too, but I'm suspecting it's mostly due to this damn anticoagulant medication. Was making love the other day and, upon finishing ( ;D ), I seriously thought somebody stabbed me in the head or something. Not joking. Maybe a couple of perverted ninjas were waiting for me to climax before they decided to assassinate me. Oh no? I'm not bleeding? Oh, okay. Either way, something was terribly wrong, so I went to the doctor and the doctor said...

"No more monkeys jumpin' on the bed!"

...No, actually he discovered a blood clot in one hemisphere of the brain.

That left me questioning stuff like "Has this, unnoticed only by thyself, made me temporarily retarded?" The medication is working, I can tell, because just writing alone feels way different to me. Foreign. Something feels off, like subject-noun relationship or something. Did I forget to use a predicate? What's a predicate? I'll google it later. That and I've been sleeping so much and, when I'm awake, it seems like I'm thinking harder just to write a sentence out. Or I return to the toilet 2 or 3 times to make sure I flushed. But then I wind up at Little Ceasers with somebody telling me "Ahem, sir, your pants are unbuttoned and your fly is halfway down." D'oh!

Other than sleeping, I've been watching TV. Oh lord, some of the crap on television makes my eyes do a barrel roll. Not trying to say it's all bad. Ancient Aliens was cool for a couple days but, oh lord, I can't STAND IT anymore ;_; ALIENS ALIENS, EVERYTHING IS ALIENS.

They do make some neat points, I'm not going to deny that. But after a couple days its like... I don't know. It gets me aggravated listening to all the nonsense. It's like the show doesn't believe that maybe, just maybe, the human race is a relatively self-sufficient, self educating, inventive group of beings with a bit of a wild imagination (and maybe a pinch or two of ignorance.) Don't make us bored, damnit, or we'll invent a new science! Issac Newton one day was so bored that he was fascinated by a falling apple and created what we now know today as the study of gravity and physics!

I mean, that's all we do is try to invent stuff and one-up our past innovators, am I right? Just look at the improvements in medical technology, video games, military equipment, etc. And lots of it is a company or state secret, patent, etc. "They made such accurate cuts in the stones that it must be ALIENS." Or... maybe some humans built it just to make you say to yourself "What the fack!?" Then they went and hid or destroyed their tools because they don't want others to know how they did it. Just a theory.

Sorry about the rant, I'm just up and I'm grouchy and glad to be at my armchair like an armchair expert should be. Well... I never claimed to be an expert on armchairs, but that's besides the point! So much on again, off again sleeping drives a person nuts when all they want to do is be up and doing something but they keep getting tired and falling asleep.

...on that note, I'm going to take another nap. After that, hopefully I can get back up and continue my work, already a couple days behind! :|